Nature of 'I" :D

I find out the terms of my own,

What I think, what I feel, what I want,

I think about to be on top, I feel on to catch the bliss, I want to achieve everything I wish,

yearning about the things when it was start from one, two & three .... and now it is countless,

no offense, it is in my nature so I am helpless :P

numerous wishes, several desires, various hopes.... need to fulfill before long,

That’s only all 'I' want ;-)

A Lot - still there….

Lot of things I wanna share with you,

Lot of words I wanna say to you,

Each and every moment I am thinking about you,

Lot of excitement,

Lot of joy ,

Lot of fun still hide in me,

Wanna you to recognize my soul,

Wanna you to understand my silence,

Wanna you to worth my words,

Wanna you to read my eyes,

Wanna you to trust me,

Wanna you to know me that I only Love You,

Want to be with you like a free bird but I wanna fixed in your cage,

Wanna scream that you’re my everything , my world at this age,

Wanna you to know that you’re my destination,

You’re the beginning,

You’re in my every reach,

Lot of emotions beyond the limits of love for you still veil in me,

Wanna you to Care about me,

Wanna you to Love me,

Wanna you to value me,

Wanna you to revere me,

Lot to believe,

Lot to candor,

A Lot to zeal still hide in me,

Wanna you to uncover it and Discover Me.

i Quote :

• If you can't give your Love to the person ..... atleast don't give your Hate !!

'They Say' >> " I DENY "

They say "You’re Individual and Reserve of your own",

I say "I am Independent",

They say "Girl you don’t like conversation..?!…

I say "I like Conversation + Observance"

They say "It’s A CONCEIT",

I say "ohh people you don’t know me so, plz dun open ur mouth and let me find the person who’s Compete My Level’s Height"..

They say "Its Hate and a Dark" ,

I say "I don’t care what you think but its My Love behind the Spark"..

They say "You’re Snobbish and Ignorant by far",

I say "Its Me and I don’t care who you are"..

They say "do you really think this is a right way to Live"??,

I say "Its My own way and I care No bit"..

They say "There is ARROGANCE sticks around you",

I say "It’s A CONFIDENCE to Beat You"..

THEY SAY "Those Eyes,with Underlining of Kajal SAY A LOT"

Fools All of them...

I SAY "They HIDE A LOT"...

They say "You’re Quite like A KID",,

I say "It’s A Mature Woman who Veil her Recognizing nature to watch those People who are REALLY SELFISH"....

They say "blah blah blah if you do this, like this, this this and this than you CONQUERED it all"…

I say "GOD didn't want to commit a mistake by creating something so perfect,, SO I IGNORE IT ALL"....!!

'Waiting with Hope'

Sometimes when you look around you feel I’ve nothing indeed I want to achieve everything, if not everything but atleast something,
Something which is good and gladly enters in my life, for my life, and stick with Me forever, without the word ‘Leave and Fail,
But its tough when you struggle but Time and Destiny is not at your side,
And It really hurts....hurts, when with shattered heart you say I've failed...
Hurts when you say I've lost what I need most,
Hurts when you say I tried a lot but I’ve failed .. hurts when you actually need to find the answer,
Think all the time about it and ask yourself where I’ve made myself careless and weak, where I did mistake,
What is the reason behind that I’ve failed….
I truly agree time is not on my side,..as I tried with my best but I’ve failed,
I fall and try to get up everytime..even thinking time is not on my side, but I wont give up and hope is still going on,
I gave it all, I gave myself becoz of Trust and Hope,
but now I see without reaching at the destination, the way actually Ends.
I had wish to stay always with my trust & positive strength, but I am disappoint now and feel crushed all over again, when get that feel ..I’ve failed,
so its time to leave.. but something holds me back,
I have been mislead, have been in deception,
Then why do i think i should stay? Infact I know it’s very waste,

Is it a expect or a belief ? ... or……. my wish ??

As I am still unaware with unidentify the truth...
But I want that "God" someday... write for me one day…
though for today, He Rules,
And thus i am still being a fool,
Leaving the game in his hands, to hold my destiny as he leads it the way he want at its End,
And I am Striving to survive.. with counting my breaths...,
But still somewhere in my heart there is a very tiny blinking spirit don’t want to leave me and it lighten up my dreams yet again,
And says, There is some Wait at your Fate . . . .

"I am competitive with Myself".

There are times in my life when I just want to be Myself,

If I let go what I am, I become what I might be,

I wonder sometimes on my imaginations,

I am soft and delicate but nothing to play with,

I get kick out of challenges, nothing holds me down,

I am always ready for the next round,

I am loving, caring, I have dreams in my eyes,

I want and need love from an Adoring man,

Because I know till my death He would be, will be forever my life’s first preference,

A man who loves me without boundings, restrictions, and fear, who want me without demands, who understands me with trust, who accept me as I am,

I stand out like a skyscraper and stand strong like a house build with bricks,

I am unprejudiced, humorous, emotional, numb, strong,

I am loud, calm, adventures, furious,

I am proud child of my parents, in perfectly imperfections :-D

Independent, performer, cultivation and brightness, composed of my style,

I am good observant, at times very quiet,

I pretend sometime kiddish and sometime mature,

I am the one who feels deeply, the one who loves fiercely,

I am everything a man wishes,

I am everything he does not want,

Loving who I am every part of me, I am not perfect but I am a site to see,

I am A Woman,

I am my world,

I am my man,

I am my lover,

I am myself,

A Competitor of my Own !!

Something about the Word "Media"

As we concern we are a media person, Our eyes are wide open But we never really see what is in front of us what our world has come to be,would be

The media is a play always the people to please, forgotten is the world's morals and values our country's original disasters and creeds
The welfare of our people pitted against creative expression truth is, the way we use this idea borders on obsession and imaginations
Immorality pumped through the airwaves almost too much to bearthe scary thing is that not everyone or anyone cares that loss of innocence is infact anywhere.............everywhere!!

We can't quite decide if the world is growing worse, or if the reporters are just working harder. ~The Houghton Line, November 1965.